Most nights are the same, other than those when I get to see my boyfriend. My bedroom is my sanctuary, where I can relax, be myself and not be ashamed. It is where I can dance along to Paramore, watch countless Youtube videos, or just take long naps. Most of the time though I spend my evening's working, long and hard on my University projects.
As said in previous posts lately, I am feeling the pressure rather a lot. I keep telling everyone, 'to be positive' but how can I keep doing that when I am struggling myself? Yes, I don't want any small violins playing for me or anything, moaning blog posts wont get me anywhere. Basically, what I am trying to say and show you is how I cope with it. We all have our 'go to's' when times get tough, and I suppose one of my main things is comfort.
I have to be somewhere I feel at home. My piglet hot water bottle has been with me since I was 13, and spent a lot of time in and out of hospital. So whenever I feel a bit blue, he is my first port of call. I don't know where this has all come from because most of the time I am pretty jolly. I suppose I just need to relax and take each day as it comes. Early night I think is needed!