Most nights are the same, other than those when I get to see my boyfriend. My bedroom is my sanctuary, where I can relax, be myself and not be ashamed. It is where I can dance along to Paramore, watch countless Youtube videos, or just take long naps. Most of the time though I spend my evening's working, long and hard on my University projects.
As said in previous posts lately, I am feeling the pressure rather a lot. I keep telling everyone, 'to be positive' but how can I keep doing that when I am struggling myself? Yes, I don't want any small violins playing for me or anything, moaning blog posts wont get me anywhere. Basically, what I am trying to say and show you is how I cope with it. We all have our 'go to's' when times get tough, and I suppose one of my main things is comfort.
I have to be somewhere I feel at home. My piglet hot water bottle has been with me since I was 13, and spent a lot of time in and out of hospital. So whenever I feel a bit blue, he is my first port of call. I don't know where this has all come from because most of the time I am pretty jolly. I suppose I just need to relax and take each day as it comes. Early night I think is needed!
Piglet is a major cutie, love whatever it is your stitching together, looks awesome! My bedroom is my sanctuary too, we all have phases like that you can get through it :) x
ReplyDeleteThank honey!! I will get through this I know it is just hard at times, thank you for your comment. glad ou love piglet ;) xxx
DeleteDarling girl, you are such a beauty. It's lovely to be able to have your own space, where you can do and act as you please. That's a good thing to exploit. As I said to Chloe, I feel it's been a Paramore week this week, I was singing along to them as loudly as I could yesterday when I had the flat to myself! Piglet looks so cuddly my sweet. You know where I am if you'd like a chat :)xxx
ReplyDeleteThanks so much sweetie. haha it really has been a paramore week!! they get me through a lot of bad times. thanks hun, will always keep that in mind <3 i am lucky to have so many supportive people. xxx
DeleteAww I have a piggy teddy too, haha, not piglet though - Cute!!
ReplyDeleteYou're so cute, and that looks cute too! I wish I had the patience to sew :O
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aww thank you sweetie!!
Deletehaha he is the cutest :)
Amazing blog and pictures!
ReplyDeleteI have a question, do you take your lookbook pictures by yourself? ;)
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thank you!
Deletemost of the time they are taken by myself with my tripod, but i do occasionally get some help with outdoor ones xxx
Awww your bed looks so cosy! Don't worry Paige, I'm sure everything will be good for you in the future :) Hope you'll get back your motivation :)
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thank you sweete, just being poorly really drags me down sometimes xxx
Deleteyou have my admiration
ReplyDeletethank you :)
DeleteI am feeling EXACTLY the same at the minute! Normally I'm really positive and care free but recently everything seems to be getting on top of me and I can't seem to get back to my normal me :/ But I am concsiously trying to make myself feel better - I sorted out my entire bedroom so everything has its own place, I bought a gazzilion candles and tend to sit in my room with them all on when on my laptop to help me chill, and I am really trying to get on top of my uni work to help me feel more organised on the whole!
ReplyDeleteMaybe you could get a load of candles too to help you relax? Also I have the same bedspread as you :)
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oh hun, i'm sad to know you are feeling like this as well, but it is good you are trying to keep on top of it!! I really am going to invest in some more nice candles :) thank you :) Hope you feel better soon x x x
DeleteI used to often get moments like this, where everything just gets me down and gets on top of me. If you are taking the birth control pill it may be worth changing that? I've been a lot better since switching mine to a different brand.
ReplyDeleteI hope you're feeling better soon. xx